WIP: More Than Life

WIP: More Than Life

My life’s going down the drain. 

My life’s never been much to brag about, even less so now that I have absolutely nothing going for me. I’ve lied to all my friends; I’m not going to the army. All that’s ahead of me is a year of loneliness at home with the family I can’t stand.

I can’t stand the thought of it. So that’s why I did it. That’s what drove me to this point.

The only bright spot in my life is him. But he doesn’t even live in town anymore so it’s not like I get to see him often. Even if I did, he’s not my type. I don’t want to be seen with him. But we’re so good together in private. I can tell him anything. He doesn’t judge.

But I don’t know what I want to do with my life. I don’t want to do anything. I don’t have anything to give. How can he ever want me when I’m like that? Not to mention my brother, who will likely kill me when he finds out I prefer guys over girls. Or maybe he’d simply kill him.

My life’s a mess and I don’t know how to fix it.

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